A good day after all

I woke up Friday in a good mood but it soon turned south. I woke up for a jog and before I left I had some unfinished business to take care of. It did not turn out good and I was upset with Steve for not taking care of something I have been begging him to do for months. I left for my "go nowhere" job and the day just got worse. I hate that place sometimes all of my peers and my boss always want to correct me on something. So I walk into work and all the managers are dressed stupid. So I got coached immediately for not being a team player because I did not have a custom on. My friend did my hair all crazy with a green pom pom and we took a blue tablecloth a black and white scarf and leis to make me look crazy. It is suppose to motivate people but I hate doing it some days. So I did it and was deemed a team player. Hopefully I can find a job where I am seen as a professional. Don't get it twisted I love to have fun but there are limits. After that was done I gave someone a ride home from work and finnally my day was over. I was ready to just get home and drink some wine coolers.

I shared with Steve that I just did not see any point any more and that I am very depressed about everything going on. So when I get home Steve has cleaned the house and cooked dinner. It was very sweet. It made my day. He rarely does things like this and it was really nice. He made salad, bread, and beef and noodles. I appreciated the dinner so much.

Mid-week day off

So I had a really bad day on Tuesday. I decided to take today off to get my thoughts together. Well halfway throughout the day I decide to go out to my friends house so my dogs can run around. I stayed a long time, probably well past my welcome. My friends husband cooked us a taco dinner. He is a very nice man. He showed me how to drive a quad. We raced and he kicked my ass. I had so much fun. We rode until it got to dark. We rode through the woods so I got stuck a couple of times but overall I did very well. Before the quad ride. Val and I rode horses for a couple of hours. I nearly got bucked off because my horse was have anxiety since another horse got out of his sight. I am getting much better at riding. Enjoy the pictures. If anyone wants to hang out sometime let me know. I like to get out of the house.

A while

So it has been a while since I have posted. It has been a hectic week. I have been very busy trying to figure out my life. This weekend was a nightmare. I went to weight watchers on Saturday expecting to be 5 pounds down because Wii fit said so. Instead I did not lose anything. I ate a salad and a piece of pizza for lunch. Two hours later I was in the restroom. I will leave the rest to your imagination. Later that even I again had to visit the restroom and I actually fainted. I hit my head really hard and bruised my right side. I then slept the next day. I think I am finally over the illness but who knows. On the plus side I have a job lead and hopefully it will be worth my while. I also won a $50 starbucks card from 710 Kiro. The card came in the mail on Monday. WHOOHOO.

Surprising Weekend

I managed to get the fact that I am losing my job out of my mind. On Friday Steve and I went out to dinner. We have been trying to go out once a week. We went to Ruby Tuesday's. It was so good I had the white bean chili (4 points) and salad bar (9 points). We discussed my job status over dinner and we have decided that if I get offered a job we will move. I am torn because I do want to be closer to my family but I love the outdoors and this is the best state for that.

On our way home Steve needed to stop at Wal-Mart to pick up more allergy medicine. We got there just as a shipment came in and we found Wii Fit. And thank God we had extra money to buy Wii fit. I love to exercise after I get off work but I have been missing out since I have been working out longer and my apartment gym closes at 10:00. I played for 45 min Friday and Saturday and 30 min today. I love the game. It is a great alternative to going to the gym.

On Saturday I went to weight watchers and broke the news to all my friends there. They are going to keep their eyes open for me. Steve and I went to the grocery store and spent way to much because he needed some perscriptions and I took him off my medical since he qualifies for his own February 1st. For the rest of the night I cooked and we played games. Did I mention Steve is the best he cleaned the house on Friday so I would not have to worry about it. This meant so much to me since I am so stressed out right now. He is a great guy I wish more people saw that in him.

On Sunday Steve had to work so I went to my friends house we did a small hike (nature walk). We walked for about 2 hours. Then we rode hourses for about an hour. Samson and Lazarus loved it. They like to go out there and get off the leash. I had to give them a bath when we got home because Sam thought it was fun to roll around in horse poop. They did not want to leave. Si I am wrapping up my weekend by cleaning dishes and folding laundry.

Strength

God Grant me the Strength to be there for my team. I hope I am strong enough today. I try to put it out of my mind so I can make them feel better but it is getting harder and harder each day. I am putting in applications all over the US. Maybe this will be a chance to make more money. I want to move to Cleveland but I do not know if it will come through. Yesterday I had two people complaining about random things at work. I could not believe they were complaining about little things. So I nicely reminded them that they would not have to worry about it as of 08/03. I was trying to be funny. Well I need to start to head in. Put on a strong face.

Options

Ok my glass is half full. I met with a senior VP today and we discussed my options. I was VERY forward. I let them know what I have done and what I offer. We have an option to transfer to a branch within Key or to move to Buffalo or Cleveland. Unfortunately there are no guranteed positions and we may have reinterview to keep our jobs or get similar jobs. I am ahead of the game and already told them I want a job in Cleveland and to do the same job role which they are hiring people in Cleveland right now. Please pray for guidance for me.

In a breath your life can change forever

I was called to an emergency meeting this morning and heard this news http://blogs.thenewstribune.com/business/2009/01/13/keybank_will_close_its_tacoma_call_cente. So now I have to see where God puts me. Let the journey begin.